Sleeepy

ok, I didn't really want to make this post right now cuz my eyes won't even stay open but I'll just type really fast >< So this weekend was the Rball Superbowl Tourney at Newlands. I played in dbls and singles(which turned out to be mens C singles :S) and had 3 games yesterday and 2 today. I had to wake up super early Saturday morning and couldn't really sleep on Friday night. The first game on Sat. was pretty crappy prolly cuz i didn't get enough sleep and cuz I get nervous for my 1st games and cuz i was playing like an 20 something + (?) man. After that I had two dbls games which went by fairly well cuz we won. Then I spent the rest of the day watching A's games and ref-ing. That night, we had the banquet/dinner at Montana's which is an AMAZING resturaunt w/ AYCE ribs. The line got pretty long but the food was soooooo good.(which means I stuffed myself XD). After ribs, we went to the hotel, watched some old school "Mummy" and passed out.

This morning we had to get up early again seeing as C is co-ordinater and I had an 8:45am match. First game was hell as usual(I think it's kinda starting to be a tradition/pattern D:). First game(of the match) was alright. Not the best for me and I lost 7-15. The second game started out pretty crappy too cuz the guy(yeah i played this huge guy) was hitting hard as hell and i just was like running around and crap. There was this one shot where he backed up or jumped or something and since I was behind him, he landed on my toe. So my toe is currently like bright blue. I've got this gross bruise under my nail that hurts like a bitch. Also in that game, the guy smoked me in the back with the ball which isn't so bad as it sounds cuz it goes away pretty fast. After that match, we had to play the same guy and his partner in dbls. And sadly we lost, giving up 1st place in the div for 2nd.

This tourney was overall pretty good. I wouldn't say the best cuz my playing was kinda crappy.So:
Club: 4/5
My games: 6/10
Food: 10/10
Sleep: 7/10
Fun: 9/10

Anyhoo, as i said before, I'm deadbeat and I have school tmo so im just going to call it a night. Ugh, its 10:44pm :( gotta go fast before it hits the 11pm mark :D
Night
C

It's 1:09am right now but I thought I'd screw the sleeping early act for tonight cuz I have a hip day tomorrow....

I've been having a rough past couple of days which has gotten me thinking about happier days and happier things. Their mostly super random but I thought I'd share some of the things that make me happy(wow that sounds really cheesy...).

1. Cheesy Movies/Dramas/Vids(lol how ironic ><)
I have a thing for cheesy, I'll admit. Not super super cheesy but slightly romatic and lovey dovey is kinda me. So a lot of the times when I'm depressed or just down, I go online and stream epis and reruns of dramas, vids, movies, etc. Don't ask me why, its kinda like comfort food in a way...

2. Hot guys
They just make me flutter inside ya know? I mean it's Eyecandy :D kinda self explanatory..

3. Memories
I spend a lot of time thinking when I'm down in the dumps. Sometimes it's not even about why im unhappy or upset. Sometimes it's just random things that have happened in my life...I have this thing for going over things in my head which is really kind of werid.. I think I have like short term memory loss or something because I have a super bad memory and i forget things really easily. But on the other hand, I do remember random memories at random times and I just like to think and like elaborate in my head.... if that makes any sense...

4. Writing Down my thoughts....
This doesn't really make me happy.....but it's like how I neautralize(?) myself when I get angry or emotional.....When I get pissed off, its kinda relieving to sit in front of a computer and just type(cuz its slightly faster that writing). And when I'm done venting at the screen I always feel a little better if not a lot. It helps so much when I'm being lectured or someone's being annoying and all I have to do is type away. I find it helps me keep from talking back or sounding moody. :D

Anyhoo time for me to sleep *yawn
nighty night
C

Re: Spaz post

Oh, Guess that short note wasn't the last post of the day. But this is from Friday so it doesn't count. I typed it up cuz when im pissed off, I likve to vent it out on the keyboard. Seems to help me quite a bit.


Friday, January, 22, 2010

Apparently I have my life made for me. Apparently i've been spoiled all my life (kinda gotta agree with that one). But what makes this SUPER Ironic is that just today, while walking home from school, I was telling N&C how I HATE ppl with their life made for them. I guess the only thing I'm missing is the PERFECT life and the money.

So today was helluva bad. and I thought Wednesday was bad. *sigh. I just realized to the fullest extent(I think) how shitty my life is. How screwed up my life is. And you thought your life was bad. Maybe I am pessimistic. And according to B if you think that way it can only happen that way. But really? Do you think I want to fail at life? Do you think I want to screw up everything? Aint I just merely agreeing with (god) the fact that my life sucks? BECAUSE IT DOES? Aint I just restating the obvious??

I mean, I don't know what to think anymore. I feel like I've reached that fucking brick wall that everyone gets over in life. Cept in my case the wall is 10ft tall and i'm only fukin 5"4'. Wow thats exactly how I fucking feel.

I'm out.

~
Yup, a Chloe spazz moment right there. If you never thought those words would ever come out of my mouth I guess I just proved you worng >< anyhoo i think it's g'night for realz this time!

C

I know I prolly just posted like 10mins ago or however long it takes me to play three games of Tetris. Butt I want to post this!!

Im going to bed!!! hhahahha you guys are prolly going" uhhh whats the big deal.....don't you go to bed every night??" Well, Im going to bed before 12am on a school night!! hahahah I'm so happy. Cuz it never happens so I thought I would post it ><

Anyways luv yas <3
C
(10:57pm)

Damn You Blog!!

So, I shouldn't really be blogging right now but oh well. I don't really have homework to do but if you read the last post, I mentioned that I really wanted to do better in school and so if I was Smart, (or nerdy) I guess I would be either getting ready to sleep or reading a textbook. >< phew that was a long run on.. lol....I'm not ready to hit the sack just yet and don't really want to read about talking animals or ions or molecules, so what better than to update my blog, right??

Ermmm, on Saturday, I went to the library again w/ my bro and we studied/did hmwk. And then we got home stuffed our faces on leftovers from god knows when and then made some popcorn and watched a movie.(omg what is with my super long sentances today??) We gotta new microwave like 2-3 months ago so I used the "popcorn" setting for the first time and it burt my popcorn!! :'( It was horrible. Then I popped a new bag and it came out better cause I didn't use the setting but it still over cooked it a little. I wanted to watch an action movie so we searched it up on the stream site and decided on "The Street Fighters: The Legend of Chun Li" whith Kristen Kreuk. Turns out its the worse movie ever!!!! Omg it was so bad. So bad, I can't even explain it. My bro and I were laughing for at least half the movie. It just seemed so cheesy and random. There's this part where it's explaining why the bad guy is so evil and messed up and like apparently when he was younger, he wanted to have the perfect child with no evil so when his wife was ready to give birth, he takes her to this cave in Panama and shoves his hands into her stomach and pulls the baby out... Like WTF???? O_o!!! Yeah, it was horrible. I think I'm just going to leave it at that. Haha

This morning, I had basketball practise for 2hrs which tired the heck outta me and then I trained down to Rev's for racquetball. DH came out so my doubles partner and I played for like an hour straight whild she coached us. It was hella tiring. (Haha I can't believe I just used 'hella'!! Reminds me of Vivian aka xxnaivivxx on Youtube.)

Wow this is a long post! Umm so yeah, after rball, I trained home(had to wait in the rain for the bus for like 15mins :S) and ate and showered and here I am.....bored out of my mind :P Aite, I think I've covered everything possible to write so I guess it's time for me to find something else to waste my time doing :( Maybe I will pick up the books...or just sleep early for ONCE :D Haha not totally likely but oh well. Anyhoo....

Night Babees <3
xoxo
C

Today

Today was a shitty day.and shitty days call for shitty text and shitty color :D. Well...school was alright, boring but not bad. Rball practise was pretty good... and then my day got all shitty....
Don't you ever have those days where you just wish that things weren't the way they were? I dunno. It's hard to explain and hard to understand but im just having a bad day and the only way to fix it right now is to sleep..
so
g'night




But...On the bright side.....the "nationals" topic came up again which was awesome!!! I REALLY hope i end up going.. right now its starting to look good....but then i also have to get good marks this term or i am TOAST like fuckin burnt toast =.="

anyways, night
C

January, 19, 2010

I've been thinking lately a lot about goals and things to accomplish in the future. Nothing super distant but just further ahead. A big thing would be school. I haven't been working hard and it's starting to show so I really have to work on it. I really want to do better but of course, its not as easy as it sounds. My parents are super paranoid and marks are a big thing to them. Probably because my older siblings haven't been totally rewarding for them which puts a whole load of pressure on me. It gets really annoying sometimes and stressful too. But of well,I guess I just gotta live with it. Like everything else :(
Anyways, as I was saying, I want to get a lot of stuff done this year..or even in these first few months. Besides school, I want to play more racquetball, concentrate harder on piano, and get organized so that i get everything that needs to be done everyday done.
I feel like I owe it to someone or something but I don't quite know what or who (if that makes any sense)....

Here's the update!

Soo... I haven't really been keeping up with this blog :(
So much has happened nt the past couple weeks. The holiday went by so fast and school has started :'( I miss the break so much already.
Between school ending and Christmas:

1. I went skiing with friends
Something I haven't done in like two years. i love it so much though and wished that the conditions were better this year.
2. I went Christmas shopping with family and spent loads.
3. Watched alot of random movies at home.
My sister's friends came over a lot so we would stay up super late every night and watch movies like Across the Universe, The Little Mermaid, Mulan, Aladdin, etc. We had a mini Disney movie marathon. Then on my own, I watched Fast&Furious, Public Enemies, HP and the Goblet of Fire, and Elf.
4. Went Skating
twice. Minoru and Robson Square.
5. Stared at Youtube for a really long time ><


On Boxing day, I went shopping with my sister at Pacific Center. We got down there pretty late and there wasn't much so we ended up training to Metrotown.
New Years Eve I stayed home, watched tv, msn spammed everyone online, and ate... :D
And then before school started again, I went skiing again.

It ended up to be kind of a lame holiday but I enjoyed stuffing my face and sleeping at 4am every night so it's all good!! <=) Anyhoo, I hope I can keep this posting business up to date....but for now, thats it.. :P <3 OH! I wanted to show off a picture cuz It makes me so happy XP So, I was procrastinating last night and I came across an awesome website(that you should all check out). It's called morphthing.com and what it does is morph's two pictures of your choice together to create what it would look like if the two ppl were one. They have all these celeb pics you can choose from and then you can also upload your own photo and see what you and some celeb's baby would look like. anyways... check out what I came up with:

If Raymond Lam and I had a baby, this is what it would look like! And I know what your thinking, "omg, she's obsessed! What's wrong with her?" But whatever, you have to admit that that is one hell of a cute baby (<'.')> For those of you who don't know this is the ""father"".
Ain't he beautiful??
xox,
C